I hope everyone had a lovely entry into the new year. I missed you guys! Here’s a couple things I wanted to share with you:

poem

"i am running into a new year" by Lucille Clifton

i am running into a new year
and the old years blow back
like a wind
that i catch in my hair
like strong fingers like
all my old promises and
it will be hard to let go
of what i said to myself
about myself
when i was sixteen and
twentysix and thirtysix
even thirtysix but
i am running into a new year
and i beg what i love and
i leave to forgive me

my year of resolve

I have never written down resolutions before, but this year I did, from the smaller things down to bigger goals of mine. Sharing here for my own accountability:

• Grow out my hair

• Spend less frivolously

• Work out at least 8x per month 

• Travel somewhere new 

• Donate more 

• Be consistent with this newsletter 

• See 10 live shows/performances

• Read 20 new books 

• Watch 50 new movies 

• Love my body more

• Start going to therapy again 

• Make [redacted amount of money] 

• Ice skate with Olivia 

• Watch Sex & the City for Kat

• Put up shelves in my bathroom 

• Go to Dublin & meet Finn

• Spend time with Grayce

now playing

“Talk” - SWIM
Spotify | Apple Music

“Heaven” - Shygirl
Spotify | Apple Music

“Any Way You Want Me” - BROCKHAMPTON
Spotify | Apple Music

“Break (Live Coded Edit)” - DJ_Dave
YouTube | Spotify | Apple Music

“Split” - WILLOW
YouTube | Spotify | Apple Music

“Aeria” - Aircraft
Spotify | Apple Music

“Mamacita (feat. A$AP Rocky)” - Smooky MarGielaa
YouTube | Spotify | Apple Music

hang out with me here:

(reading now: Candy House by Jennifer Egan)